Against all odds, against all logic, against anything and everything sane.. i'm here. Longing a sole moment that would permit me a caress from your hand, a stare not disguised in commonness. You.. my only reason to get up in the morning, to go to work, to complete my day.. to expect the best from everything I do.. to know that everything will only get better with time. you've peeled the scarred layer that covers this organ that beats inside my chest.. what used to be only a mere indecipherable linger of a heart beat today echoes as a scream of glorious thumping inside my chest.. everytime you come near.. everytime I notice the gleam in your eye.. the shimmer in your smile.. the warmth from your heart. From wanting absolutely nothing I've grown to want everything.. I want everything.. and everything being a synonym for you.
Will I be able to have everything? You promise me I will. You offer me a promise of time on a silver platter, I accept. I wait here as days pass by.. longing for time to be over, expecting the wait to grow shorter. Waiting for colors to become more vivid because I see them through your eyes. time my only ally, but my most apt enemy. The only elixir that continues this paradox, giving me the strength to stand by you.. waiting.. expecting.. needing.. wanting.. longing anything that initially was once part of you. Could I ask you to absorb me? To make me part of you.. cover me with your scent and your eyes.
Cover me with the extense sheet of the things you say.. the things that come out your pores.. things that only we can understand.. things that I need to breathe. My insides apologize for their lack of eloquence. I'm sorry for not saying what you need to hear, im sorry for not expressing sentiments that can only be manifested with actions. Let me learn in this bubble that we're in .. teach me to say things that burn me from with in. Be patient for I will learn.. and I will say things that will over power you.. things that will plow your defenses and doubts.
Don't guard yourself from me.. make vulnerability make you free.. turn to me.
e.a.v.m
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